scrape-your-knee replied to your photo: I’m having a pretty good day so far today. I went…
You look a bit like George Harrison and it looks like he just noticed that behind you.

Heh, that isn’t the first time I’ve heard that. It must be 5 or so people that’ve told me I look like George Harrison now. I think the fact my hair’s pretty long at the moment lends to the comparison. I’m definitely not complaining, though! I’d be happy looking like him.

In response to Fatme: That’s the one! Definitely an album of the year contender for me. I’ve really grown to love Lambchop over the last year. Kurt’s got a beautiful way with words. Are you a fan?

And to Eva: thanks. :p Believe me when I say it’s getting a bit too long, though. I don’t want to cut it drastically - a trim’d do nicely.

I’m having a pretty good day so far today. I went to the park & played a little basketball before joining my sister in taking Stanley on a walk. SO MANY LOVELY DOGS. Stan got a little overexcited at one point & started running round in circles very quickly. Of course, I was situated right in the middle of all this & very nearly had my legs taken out from under me by his lead - I’m lucky he’s only small!

Also, here’s a photo of myself for no reason at all. I need a haircut ASAP.

I’m having a pretty good day so far today. I went to the park & played a little basketball before joining my sister in taking Stanley on a walk. SO MANY LOVELY DOGS. Stan got a little overexcited at one point & started running round in circles very quickly. Of course, I was situated right in the middle of all this & very nearly had my legs taken out from under me by his lead - I’m lucky he’s only small!

Also, here’s a photo of myself for no reason at all. I need a haircut ASAP.

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Richard Hawley - Coles Corner

I love that feeling when you revisit an album you haven’t listened to in ages & it still holds the same power that attracted you to it in the first place. Oh, and he’s from Sheffield which obviously helps.

In other news, I’m contemplating buying a ticket for this years Latitude festival… Should I? I’m trying to weigh up whether it’ll be worth the amount it’ll take out of me physically. The
line up looks pretty difficult to pass up on. Decisions, decisions.

(Source: sadolescence)

I decided to take an early morning walk today in an attempt to clear my mind & maybe put my life into some kind of perspective. I haven’t been feeling at my best lately & I realise that one of the main reasons for that is the way I lead my life.

I’m a recluse. Growing up with severe health problems has conditioned me in such a way that I don’t find it unusual to stay in my house for weeks on end. It’s as though I have no real purpose a lot of the time. I feel like I meander my way through life whilst trying my utmost not to think about all the ways in which I went off track. I never planned on contracting CFS/ME & missing out on 90% of my compulsory education as a result. I didn’t plan on being diagnosed with arthritis in my early 20s and having a hand that struggles to function with some of the most basic tasks. I find it so overwhelming when I actually think about my life & the ways in which it’s changed.

I need to try & focus myself. Thinking about the past seems to do me no good whatsoever. The old me is an unattainable pipe dream that I need to stop grasping at. I need to realise that whilst I may never be the healthy person I was, I can still be a functioning member of society if I work hard enough at it. It’s just so disheartening to go from being someone who was always expected to do OK for himself to someone who’d be happy simply being able to work without being in pain or being of detriment to the workforce.

This post has no real purpose other than to serve as some sort of self-therapy, I guess. I go from feeling relatively content to being at a complete loss in what feels like no time at all. I know I’ll get through it though, in one way or another.

Good news!

Stanley’s coming home today! The vets called & they said he’s been like a completely different dog today. I’m still reluctant to get too excited as we still don’t know the cause of his illness, but so far so good. We’ll be going back with him tomorrow to check his potassium levels don’t plummet without the help of supplements. Can’t wait to see my little fella!

Just had to leave Stanley at the vets overnight so he can get an X-ray & have blood tests run. I’m so fucking worried about him. He’s been throwing up, looking despondent & panting excessively for most of the night. We have no idea why. The vet palpated him & couldn’t feel any blockages or anything like that, so I’m worried he might’ve swallowed a tablet or eaten something toxic on his walk. I’m holding out all my hope on it just being a scare. I genuinely don’t know what I’d do without him.

Some thoughts on the Champions League:

That was a COLOSSAL defensive effort from Chelsea. I’ve got to say, Barca really disappointed me though. I applaud their idealistic philosphy on football & all that, but seriously… They played like a team that doesn’t understand the basic fundamentals of football. Chelsea played a very compact system & essentially squeezed Barcelona wide as often as they could, forcing them into positions that they’re not comfortable playing in.

Barca play without an imposing physical presence up front who can attack the ball on crosses, and that was one of their main undoings today. If they could’ve mixed it up a little more then I think they might’ve been able to make their possession count. The one thing that annoyed me more than anything was their complete refusal to stray even slightly away from the ‘footballing philosophy’ that they’re famed for.

Chelsea intentionally set their stall out to take away Barcelona’s forays down the middle. What do Barcelona do to counter that? Absolutely nothing. They repeatedly bash their heads against the proverbial brick wall & show absolutely no creativity whatsoever. I feel like even without a physical presence, the odd cross wouldn’t have hurt their chances. The only players I can remember actually trying something different were Iniesta & Messi, and they were only in isolated incidents. The other thing that annoyed me: the lack of shot attempts when they had the ball in & around the Chelsea box. If you don’t shoot, you won’t score. It’s that simple. With football, all it takes is a slight deflection or lucky bounce & you can get a goalscoring opportunity. Messi finally took the initiative to shoot from outside the box & he was the width of the post away from putting Barca into the driving seat.

It just baffles me watching a team of extremely talented footballers look clueless when presented with a footballing ideology that differs from their own. I personally thought Chelsea played a much better game of football than Barcelona today, as they showed an immense discipline defensively & proved that they knew exactly what Barcelona can & can’t (or won’t) do effectively when they’re in possession. Tonight just further solidifed my view that Barcelona have no plan B.

One of the other things I didn’t understand was Dani Alves play once he got into advanced positions down the wing. Most of the time, it was him faced up one on one with Didier Drogba. As well as Drogba played, one on one defending isn’t his strongest suit. He showed glimpses of weakness when players ran at him with the ball at their feet all game long. Why didn’t Dani Alves even TRY to take advantage of that? Pretty much every time he had the ball in space down the right, he’d play it all the way back out to Xavi/Fabregas/Busquets so they could do exactly the same thing they’d been doing all game & continue to get nowhere.

It’s funny, as I have no real opinion on either Barcelona or Chelsea. I just felt so infuriated watching Barcelona play without even trying to counter Chelsea’s tactics. It’s that stubbornness that can hold them back in European competitions. They can get away with it in Spain, where the footballing culture is so vastly different to how it is in the UK. Teams wouldn’t dream of putting 9 men behind the ball in La Liga in the same way that Chelsea did today. I dunno, I just found it incredibly difficult to watch that second half considering everything that was at stake.

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Gregory Porter - The Way You Want To Live


I won’t lie, Jazz isn’t a genre that I’m particularly well versed in. The last Jazz album I remember loving was Jose James debut The Dreamer which must be about 4 or 5 years old now. Needless to say, I hold Gregory Porter’s latest release in the same esteem. His voice…

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David Byrne - The Man Who Loved Beer [Lambchop Cover]

I’m quite liking this interpretation of a Lambchop classic. I suppose it’s also somewhat topical considering the announcement that David Byrne’s releasing a collaborative album with Annie Clark this autumn - should be an interesting listen!